Essence

Today, I don’t feel like loving you, but I love you.

How you could stick in my mind, my heart, my skin so deeply? I thought I was bulletproof but you arrived to my life, with that naivety so pure, so simple.

I got lost even when the path was very clear. Am I an idiot? Yes, I do not regret it, I would do all unhesitatingly many times again.

That’s why I hate you, but I love you. How did your beautiful eyes hypnotize me? Now I feel myself blind. Today, I don’t know. Will I lose you? Already?

That’s why I hate you, but I love you. How did you offer me the softness of your breasts? Now I don’t feel my hands. Today, I don’t know. Will I lose you? Already?

That’s why I hate you, but I love you. How did you offer me the perfume of your hair and collar? Now the world stinks out. Today, I don’t know. Will I lose you? Already?

That’s why I hate you, but I love you. How did I reveled with juices of your skin and your flower? Now everything is tasteless. Today, I don’t know. Will I lose you? Already?

That’s why I hate you, but I love you. How did I hear your music that permeates your body and mind? Now I feel deaf. Today, I don’t know. Will I lose you? Already?

That’s why I hate you, because you made me believe in life and now you warn me about the death.

But I love you, forever …

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